Hence, I took my journey to sky and set afoot to a place where I am destined to trail a new and a very different life track ahead. Here is where past and present resides, here is where I have to be tough to take the right path and not be misled.
"I am now a temptation resistant", it's what I always told myself. "I have already found the other pair of my slipper", was what I always believed. I have always thought that I had brought enough courage not to look back at the "past" and rekindle the flame whenever "past and present" bumped each other at crossroad. I always thought I can handle "past" as easy as I had imagined. Apparently, all were just thoughts, nothing happened as planned.
Some were disappointed, many were delighted. At first, I was in a state of denial. That for a moment I set my foot forward I already changed what was supposed to be my purpose in coming all the way here. But I was not dreaming either, because I was then holding my "wildcard"~~the past that had freed me and the very same past that is now reclaiming me.
The spontaneity of getting back into what's called "past" means signing off to basic searching and chasing my future. I am now standing at the edge of what I always dreamt of, of what I always look forward to. So much so that, I did not want to stop what's happening anymore.
Now, I have found my way into my heart's desire. I could have hurt someone, but I don't have regrets. I may be selfish but I just can't let go of the most important thing I have let go in the past and regretted afterwards.
Soon, all tears will dry up, all pain will drift off and all wounds will heal. The youthful feeling has now grown up and so were Jack and Jill.
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